Jul. 17th, 2008
27.5 hours since my last cigarette.
Jul. 17th, 2008 10:23 pmWell, today has been a very trying day. I went to work, felt sick as hell all day. Got off work, went to the drop, went to the bar for a birthday drink and then went to Mom's. Then had to drive home as quickly and directly as possible because I was afraid I would stop and buy cigarettes. That covers a very large number of my triggers: the bar, the car, the drop, phone calls, my mother.
No better test of my resolve is available at this time.
No better test of my resolve is available at this time.